What?! Yeah boii im doing this blog from my ipod! How beasting 
So its almost new years. Excited? I am. I love to start new. And i love it. So what really got me thinking about the new year is that theres this song called 'Weightless' by All Time Low  it goes like 
'maybe its not my weekend but this is will ve my year'
And as i was listening i felt a need to elaborate on that. Mostly cause this year was filled with so many surprises. From school, to home, to friends, to enemies, to relationships, to everything.
And i would like to start from january: (i think this will be a long post).
Okay so january has always been one one of those blah months where nothing special ever happens... Like at all. And this year was no different. I mean lets see.. New years was super boring. And nothing cool ever happens in january.

Febuary: it wasnt special either cause i didnt have a valentine. Oh yeah if you read my post from febuary youll see that i went to the movies with the italians and that was seriously BEASTLY! and yeah nkthing else. (first few months of the year are always boring).

March: my birthday! (: i turned 16 nothing more. Lol and also when i realized that i'm getting older and blah makes me sad.

April: on april my friends had a surprise party for me and that was real fun jo!

May: <3 awwwhhh best fucking month of the entire fucking year.
Dayumm where should i start? Well my confirmation is a great start (may2) haha.
If you read my blogs you will know why i love this month (;

i just got real lazy to continue.
i'll continue on the next one.
PROMISE!

hasta later,
rocio<3

i always post the same subject..

DECEMBER!
so its almost christmas time!
(:
nothing special this year. gosh i feel so damn old. nothing feels special anymore.
boooo
well so much has happened but like the lazy ass i am i dont feel like saying anything casue that bores me and i'm sure it bored you also. whoever YOU are...
gahh my computer is being extra gay!i need to fix that.
cause it gets on my nervesss
okay i think i'm about to jailbreak my ipod. haha idk yet im scurrreeeedddd
okay so i have so much damn homework this weekend its not even funny.
its stupid!
oh god! i need to get a life..

hasta later,
rocioo <3

porque

this is a spanish poem i wrote.

No entiendo porque.
porque no te he podido olvidar.
porque no puedes salir de mi mente
ni de mi corazon
porque todo me recuerda de ti.
porque siempre te "veo"
porque siento tus labios en los mios.
porque huelo tu perfume en mi ropa.
porque siento tus manos en mi cuerpo.
porque siento tu cabello en mis dedos
porque siento que me besas el cuello.
porque veo tu cara antes de irme a dormir.
porque yo quiero saber que piensas en mi.
porque me dan celos que tengas novia.
porque quiero que seas mio
porque aun te quiero
pero lo que mas no entiendo es porque te deje ir.

i forgot what the last blog was about..

i really did forget what my last blog was about.
OH I REMEMBER...
HAHAHHA.. WOAH. lol that is tooooooo funnnnnnnnaaaaaaayyyyyy!

but anyways.. what has happened..
uhm september:
homecoming: AMAZING. perhaps one of the best homecomings.
Some lame guyzz: uhm. some creepy guy still trying to get in my pants(well maybe not really, but close) and yeah NO CHANCE WITH YOU GET OVER IT!
uhmm, i dont really remember...
OCTOBER;
more lame guys. like really?! do i attract creepers or something looks like i do!
but.. NVM!

uhm on a much deeper note..

sunday was so emotional.
i have a lot going on at home and then these crazy guys.
and then my ex. too much.

i just like wanted to cry and scream.
scream at myself for falling into my heart's trap.
why the hell did i text him?
idk. i think imma have to write a poem about that. cause i already wrote like 5 about the same thing. BLEHHHH

anyways. but on monday i had such an inspirational day.
i was aware of all the things that i thought i cared about but i really didnt.
it was weird.
cause i noticed he was all a joke.
i noticed Vboy isnt what i would want.
and varsity he and his gf just seem so happy that i would not want to break that bond. there is a reason why he wanted her back and that was to be happy. i dont wanna ruin that for them. im happy for them now i may not be happy that he snot for me but its freshh


hahah
hasta later
-rocioo <3

weird week

it's been a weird week. period.
i'm not too anxious for friday to come.
i'm not too anxious to go to family parties where i'll be known as some type of whore.
i'm not too anxious to keep texting.
i'm not too anxious to do anything lately.

ughh.. weird week.
what else can i say?
i forgot what i was gonna say.
uhm...
homecoming is in a few weeks.
dont have a date.
idk not really expecting anyone to ask me this year.
idk.. weird..

whatever.
hasta later,
-rocio

i always have to say something

i always have to say something dont i?
hmm, well as always; something good was going on, guess what? i must have jinxed it.
BOO! well i dont really wanna talk about it cause now that i think about it, it's pretty stooooopppppidddd.
dont wanna talk about it. if you wanna know, talk to me personally. but i'm not making any guarantees. haha
uhm. i dont really have much to say today.
i went to the jubilee today.
can you say CREEPY!
i'm not really in a type-y mood.
haha. maybe i'll do an edit later. no guarantees. haha
what's the point of today's blog?
yeah i have no clue..

hasta later,
-rocio <3

happy birthday..?

happy birthday to manny..
uhm well like i said i texted him.
it went really good! (: not aawkward! (:
here's what happened: i texted him i'm like "happy birthday friend! have a good one!" i didnt really expect an answer...
then he's like, "thanks for remembering. your the only one so far that remembered."
OMG! dude! it was like 3pm when i texted him! i was thinking about saying "yeah bitch that's what you get for being a jerk".. but i didnt. i mean i'm not that mean! then yomaira is like, you should have bbeen like "well i did remember" which i gotta admit thats a pretty beastly thing to say! too bad i didnt.. so i just said "your welcome. so have any plans?" he said, "uhm.. no.." then i said, "well you should still go out. i mean you only have a birthday once a year" he then said "well i have no other choice than to go out alone." that which totally confused me.. BUT I WILL STOP TELLING YOU MORE! you creeep! haha but yeah.

today was a good day. i guess, in a weird kinda way.

yomaira, said the most honest thing ever: ".. boys are supposed to make us happy.."
right. SUPPOSED to. but what they do is alright.. most of the time. well its true.
which reminds me of a Katy Perry interview on Seventeen Magazine. pretty much she does the craziest things for guys. so seventeen asked her if she expected the same kind of romantic gestures. to which she answered: "I dont expect the great lengths.I just expect them to keep up with the details and small things. i can get by on a text message-- a lot of girls can. thats all we want is someone to text us in the morning and say, "Hi! hope you have a fantastic day!" and then call us at night. Super simple. it doenst take yachts; it doenst even take big flashy things. it takes just knowing that they're there and they care."
i can so relate to that! it's so true. i truly respect katy for that.

hmm.. so yeah. i had my phone off all night last night and all morning...

OH RIGHT!
so a friend of mine, gary, is in Minnesota. and he said he will bring me back a map of the MAll Of America! how cool is that?! matt was supposed to bring me back a map of disney.. he never gave it to me. he also said he would bring me back a map of wisconsin dells. he never did. hopefully gary will. haha (gary if you read this.. THANKS! dont bring me down, haha!)

what else can i say? uhm.. i just hope i'm being paranoid..!
uhm, thanks for those who read my blogs. i appreciate it.
i know you guys are reading cause i got over 10 views from last nights blog.
and if you do read them, will it hurt you to just post a comment saying that you read it or something? or else i guess i'll just make these private..

hasta later,
-rocio <3

11 days?

school starts in.. ELEVEN DAYS! puedes creerlo? (can you believe it?) i can't.
i got my schedule yesterday. i can say i'm satisfied, not completely happy, but its all good. uhm.. what can i say? i'm kinda scared for my classes. i'm taking French III (not too worried about that), advanced algebra (i hate math. i hate algebra even more), AP English ( eh, its just reading and writing...) AP US History (uhm, i still dont know why i took this class..), and physics honors (EEEEKKKK HELP!). i'm mostly scared for math and science. physics is like math on steriods (i forgot who told me that but i know it is!) and i hate math. no joke. and i hate algebra even more. it was a miracle i passed algebra I. gah! i'm scared for that! i hope the teacher isnt bad, cause i get a bad teacher... I DONT EVEN TRY! no joke.. just ask napoleon! he's an ass. but berg was good. she has patience and what not. napoleon just didnt.
hmm. okay new non-school subject:
currently obsessed with: My August Playlist! (:
which includes 25 songs:
Baby Girl, i'm a blur- say anything
the birds an the bees- Breathe carolina
cash cash- cash cash
catch me- demi lovato
D-I-E-4-Y-O-U - Fam. force 5
the enemy- the white tie affair

haha you must be crazy if you think imma take the time to type all the songs up. HAHAHA
well a few of my favorites from the list are:
catch me- demi, LAX to O'Hare- the academy is..., Seed- the academy is..., mi historia entre tus dedos- Gianluca grignani, The birds and the bees- breathe carolina, cash cash- cash cash, and para no verte mas- la mosca tse tse.

yeah good songs jo!
i just noticed that slow down by the academy is... has made it to at least half of my monthly playlists. (i started in february)

new non music subject.
this is a bit more personal.
uhm, tomorrow is my ex's birthday. i was thinking about texting him saying happy birthday. but not sure yet. as a birthday present.. me yomaira and johnny boy wanna go trash his car. great birthday present right? i'm having second thoughts about it though. like i know he loves that car, but then again, he kinda deserves it. and i wouldnt want someone to do that to my car (if i had my own).. but then again, that jerk deserves it. well idk, what if he finds out it was me? oh i saw him in his ca sunday on my way to church. right when i saw him my heart was pounding so much, and i felt as if i was gonna die. i noticed that someone was with him.. idk who it was, maybe his brother. or maybe another girl. idk and i dont really wanna think about it cause it only makes me miss him more. yes: its true. i miss him. and i might i say, i miss him quite a lot. more so now, that i feel kinda lonely. remember my may blog?(wow wasnt that forever ago?) well i wrote so much about him. and someone told me, "wow you must really like this guy dont you?" yeah i did. i dont like him now. i just miss him. there is a difference, i believe. oh one more thing about this. he was wearing black. "rocio, why does that matter?!" oh only because i love the way guys look in black. like every guy i've ever liked, if he wears black and he looks good in it, A+ for you! so hot when they wear black. haha TMI? like i give a fuck. haha. but yeah. i will text him tomorrow, lets see how it all goes.last time i texted him after we broke up, it was awkward as hell.

well goodnight!
follow me on twitter jo! (:

Imma be

Pshh, summer is halfway over. BOO!
okay so this is like the ewwest week.
i broke up with manny. i feel betrayed. im tired of living here. as soon as senior year is over, im gone. where? mexico bitch. i might get more respect over there. i believe i do deserve it. sometimes i feel like i dont even belong here. at all. kinda emo-ish, but ehh.
so since i'm all down this week, the song i'm into now, is all sad.
its called "mi historia entre tus dedos" yes, another spanish one, what can i say?
i'll put the video, after i explain what the song is about.
so basically, this guy (the singer), just went through a breakup. she broke up with him. and he obviosuly still loves her. cause at the beginning he's like "at least just stay this one night... They say that for every man like me, there's a woman like you.. and my space will soon be occupied by a man like me, or better, i doubt it.." he seems pretty jealous right? yeah. but this is my favorite line: "why do you hide your face? You ask me to be just friends. Friends for what damn it. i forgive a friend, but i love you" then it says "you say i'm sorry, i don't love you"
ah i just love that song.


so hmm... i really wanna leave this place..

hasta later,
rocioo

25th post

so this is my 25th post; have you been keeping up? ha
uhm yesterday i saw him, it was real brief, brief meaning 10 minutes max.
its all chill though, or i thought i did. cause after he left i felt kinda empty handed.. like i didnt really get to enjoy those few minutes. but what counts is that i did see him. so wednesday, it was our month. one month, can you believe it? well enough about that, new subject.
tomorrow is the fourth. i'm not entirely sure what imma do tomorrow. i think imma go to the golf course. i think johnny boy finsta be there. ah i miss him too! (:
okayy, so i kinda think i'm obsessed with twitter.. okay maybe not obsessed. but its pretty cool. check my twitter and make sure to follow me ;) http://twitter.com/rociosaysrawr
uhm, right now i'm obsessed with: thinking about him (; ha jk, no i'm kinda obsessed with this video, check it out! :)




lmfao! shane is filarious!

hasta later,
rocioo

P.S. kinda excited for sunday (:

summer so far...

summer so far hasnt been so exciting yet.
i applied at some places this week. hopefully, i'll get A job. i just really want a job!
uhm, so right now i'm like obsessed with a spanish oldie song.
here's the video:



and here are the lyrics in english:

No, don't cry for me anymore
Don't make me cry.
give me, give me your hand.
try it my girl,
i want to see you laugh.

Hug me.
come running to me.
i love you, i love you, i love you
i don't do anything but think of you

Your, your already sleeping
i hug you, and feel your breathing
i dream of your smile
i kiss you very slowly on your cheeks.

I need to see you
wherever you are
i love you, i love you, i love you
i don't do anything but think of you
i only live and breath for you

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you

hug me,
come running to me
let me tell you again
that i love you
i love you, i love you, i love you

let me tell you again
that i love you
i love you, i love you, i love you


cute huh?
lol
well when something else happens this summer i'll be sure to write about it.
i cant wait till i see him ;)

hasta laterr

Land of the Lost?

Yesterday me, yomaira, ayana, jyssica, alex, and alex went to the movies to see Land of the Lost. REALLY?! the most pointless movie ever made! no effing joke! don't go see it! lol, there were only like at most 15 other people there! and it was the premiere day. yeah it was a really bad movie. But at least we had fun, especially yomaira! ;) okay so then we hung outside at the movie parking lot and just like chilled, and tried to figure out what we were gonna do, and we finally came to a conclusion that we would go to chili's. :) once we got in it was just us girls, cause the "cool" kids went to meijer to get some cash. and at chili's there were some COD's (Creppy Older Dudes). Ha, and they kept staring at me and yomaira, lmfao! can't lie though, he wasn't all that bad looking lol. Okay i'm really bad, i have a boyfriend,a nd checking these other guys out?.. nah, he was checking US out. XD oh and at chili's one of alex's friend came with, adam. HAHAHA no not adam security guy. LMFAO! haha yomaira.. FUN!
okay so for all those cool kids who didn't know, i'm taken baby <3 style="text-align: right;">

hasta later,
new post soon :)

it has officially started

Summer has officially begun, well summer break for school anyways. :) Finally! :):) all i have to say about this is that this summer better be FUXING bad ass. no effing joke. today was boring, not the best way to start summer i guess. but i mean it's not really the first day of summer, thats not until tomorrow.
currently obsessed with: Paparazzi - Lady Gaga
"i'm your biggest fan i'll follow you until you love me.."
sounds a bit stalkerish right? anyways watch the video! here:




excellent video no?
a bit WOAH but so worth it!
i'm thinking about making my own summer list. last year i made one but i lost it.. XD
so on OUR (h.a.y.r.) list there was summer love. there goes one off the list.. ;)
if you know you what i mean. haha
hasta later,
i have no more to say :)

I'm.in.love.with.this.month

i have to admit, this month has been the best. oh, except for the last blog, that was just a bad week. well there are about 5 weeks in May, and 4 out of 5 have been good, so that's a good month right there. LOL
okay so school is almost over! i really can't believe it's OVER! it's like we just started and i don't know, but i think it was a good school year. I'm a bit upset about Alex and Alex leaving for Italy. it's so sad! i know we are all gonna miss them! i'm so glad i got to meet them. aw. :(
So I'm like SUPER anxious for summer! you have no effing idea, lol. okay so me and my besties are doing a summer fun list, where we write all the things we want to do before summer is over. Already we have about 20! wow, we better get at least a bit more than half of them done. haha. oh yeaa that reminds me of one of the things Yomaira put on there: Find summer love. :) all i can do about that one is smile. :):) but yeah summer 2009 better be BAD ASSS!
Okay so this week has been all smiles and like almost no sleep. Oh yeah! i had my NHS induction! woo! lol.. yeah i HOPE i stay on it and make it to senior year! lol well just as the year is ending, my grades have all gone up. UGH! why now? lol why not like a month ago? to keep my grade i have to get a B on finals for both classes, but at least i'll still have first honors. did you notice how much of a nerd i sounded there? haha. it's okay, i am def not a "big" nerd. XD
I really don't know what else to talk about. well i am DEAD excited for tomorrow and Friday. :)
-rocio <3

P.S. I told you it would be a happier post :D

best week--- to possibly the worst

Last week i was having just about the best week ever. It's funny actually; i should have never said anything cause this week has been hell. (and that's just to put it in some nice words)
It's incredible how things go from the best to the worst. It's amazing how one small decision changes the rest. How one "yes" changes your life. One smile, one handshake, one hug, one kiss; it changes it all. everything. and you can't go back and change it. That's the worst thing of all.
I really don't want to say much about the whole situation. The whole thing is killing me in the inside, and it's actually crazy that it is. I don't even understand why!? Like why would i even fall for him? Why did I fall into his little traps? As stupid as it is, i want to regret it so badly, but i don't think my heart will allow it to.
Right now I'm trying to get by as best as I can. amazingly I am. Without the amazing friends that i have, i would not know what to do.
Next, guys really don't know what they want. really, one moment you want the girl, and the next you don't want her in your life. really? is that what you want?
again, it's amazing how much i miss his smile and those amazing eyes.
hasta later,
rocio

P.S. I really do hope things will get better by next week.
P.P.S. (ha) well, sorry for rambling on about this "depressing" subject. The nest one will be happier. :)

longest break EVER

yes, i know it's been over a month. i know i know.
where should i start.
well after my birthday my friends made me a surprise party, i knew about it but whatev, it was still fun.

i don't remember much that went on in april, i say it was a pretty boring month.
MAY! ah one of my favorite months of the year. and it truly deserves it. i had my confirmation a week ago. BEST DAY EVER :) for some other reasons. ;)
Sunday i uhm... did not much except text my friend "manny"
monday i went to the park and school and texted..manny.
i couldn't sleep at all monday night, due to some problems that needed solving. at the end i only got about an hour and a half of sleep. and i didn't even solve the problem. surprisingly at school i wasn't even that tired. :O i got home and i slept like an hour and didn't sleep after that.
so tuesday my problem came back to haunt me! haha, but i fixed it. :) so that's good, no it's great!
i only told like one person my problem, and that was because he was in my way, lol. JK
wednesday was ewww...
thursday was THE BEST
:):):):):):)
for some "odd" reason i smelled like sexy guy. and i was so happy my mom didn't smell anything. :D

hasta later :)

April Fools

the only cool thing that happened today was when i was walking to 4th period and adam saw me.
he's like "hi!" and i said "ha, i'm not talking to you.." HAHHA

i saw my dad today and he gave me my card, and it made me cry.. it was soo sweet. and money too.
but the card was soo sweet.
now i have enough money to buy the ipod touch. :)
(i didn't ask them for anything this year)

guess who..

guess who's birthday was today?---mine!
and it was so much fun at school :)
haha alex! i want my balloons! lol
so i was about to be late for 1st period.. all because i was hanging out at amanda's locker with all the coolz people. :) (amanda, yomaira, john, alex, and heather) haha
heather said the coolest thing ever today! her and alex were naming countries. so heather is all like "well there's spain, france, italy, japan, asia.. wait, that's a continent!"
haha! loveyaheather!
so yeah.... fast foward to passing period to 4th
so you guys know adam, right? well he said he was gonna walk me to chem on my birthday. so today i'm like hi adam, lets go. and he said..happy birthday! i like that crown thingy! me: thanks, come on let's go. him: happy birthday! i like that crwon thingy! me: adam, let's go! him: sorry i can't. me: OMG adam, i have been waited like 3 months for this!..... then yeah i had to like run to chem, like always. THANKS ADAM!
fast foward to lunch:
AWWHHH cathy and maria got me a cupcake cake.. LOL.. and i shared it with mr. edwards and mr. soccer coach. and of course them two. and kyle said he forgot my birthday present..CONDOMS! XD
fast foward to passing period to 6th:
i saw mr. rollins said happy birthday to me, then this ghetto ass retarded girl took my tiara OFF MY HEAD! and i got pissed at her and snatched it away form her. then mr. r got mad at that chick and was all to me mr. rollins "excuse her! she's a freshman and doesnt know what she is doing! ignore her" i was like DAYUMMM then i went to mr. wades class.
he's like "happy birthday. just cause it's your birthday, i won't make you look up words"
i was like "YES!" haa then he just laughed.
then later in class we were talking about logos and stuff, and he drew some spice.
and he said, "and this is my logo, cause i spice things up!"
LMFAO that was priceless!
then it was an okay day.
sucks cause i didnt see my dad all day, he had to go to work early today.. :(
yep.
--rocio<3

when mommy says no, daddy means NO

just like my title, my daddy said no to the concert/show. You have no idea how pissed i am! but you know what, there will be other shows.. which means this saturday i'm stuck at home.. >:( (maybe i can go to the mall with some friends..)
on another subject, i need a math tutor. i have no idea what is going on in math. napoleon doesn't help either so i'm kinda eugh about it :(
i feel so iffy about everything right now which sucks so badly. i pretty much am hating everything. i feel so nostalgic. i saw joe's myspace today and made me think of last year. which made it worse for the situation i'm in.
i couldn't stop crying, for weird odd reasons. first it was the satturday thing, then it was the myspace, then it was no reason at all.
you get me?
--rocio <3

it's been too long.

it has been a long time hasn't it?

where should i start? well for starters Maria's birthday party was last friday it was cool. we played this game i never play before: never have i ever. you can learn a lot from games like that, haha. like never drink vodka with red bull, that shit will mess you up. XD or uhm.. i can't think of anything else. :)
friday feels foreverzzz ago.

i've been doing better at school, that's a plus :) there's ALWAYS room for improvement though! (i sound like a parent...) On the subject of school, i need to turn in my NHS letter. I hope I get in, cause if i don't i will prolly get all depressed; and if i do someone will have to sing me a happy song--(AUX CHAMPS ELYSEES) :)

this saturday a few local bands are preforming at this naperville place. i really want to go, hopefully my parents will say yes. cause WE (I) NEED TO GO! i don't think i can emphasize that enough. lol

You know what? i never saw the whole season of kyle xy. :( sucks. did i mention how kevin would always say that that show sucked and that he would call abc family and tell them to cancel it.. guess what happened? THEY CANCELLED IT! so then i would always say, that matt dallas was hot and all. then kevin would say you like gay guys, he's gay blah blah. and guess what? HE IS! WHY KEVIN?! why?! he's like fuxing psychic!


i haven't really written much on here right now. those who are reading are like "WTF ARE YOU SAYING?! I ALREADT SPENT LIKE 4 MINUTES READING YOUR CRAP!" yeah, well deal. it's been too long since i've updated this!

new subject:
my burthday is next week! i don't think i will be recieving anything "special". just the special gift of age and winsdom. :) (i do sound mature don't i?!-- minus all the swearing i've done right now..)
haha. i want me some converse, cds and some clothes. i designed my own shoes on converse, when i figure out what my password is, i'll give you the link, k? i wnat me a fred shirt, too! XD word on the street is someone at my school looks like fred. :) ha i had a dream about fred.. hehe :)

i'll write more later.

horay for new posts!

new post, finally!
where should i start?
this week was okay, i thought i was doing good in my classes, but ugh. gotta keep working harder.

now yesterday was a good day!
i woke up in the morning energized and ready to go!
first we had that play, Life and Death of Julius Caesar. the play was boring but i was sitting next to kayla, so that's always fun. and then kevin was sitting on my other side, and he kept talking about chewbacca, and my necklace, and about a horse walking into a bar. :) ha i love kevin. i havent seen him fereverzzz

then after we went back to class, i went to chemistry, i was about to ditch that class, but adam saw me, (you know security guard adam). and he told me to go back to class. so i kinda had too. then i went to lunch, then homeroom, i was just listening to music there. then english was okay. we didnt do anything, well we were supposed to, but no one did. so me, sam, cody and joe, just started talking about movies, and actors, and then mr. wade jumped in and we started talking about school. (mr. wade was tired as hell, we went to the midnight show for wathcmen,(man?)) I was so glad he didnt give me any new words to look up, i think the reason would be because he was tired, his brain wasnt functioning properlly!

and that was my shcool day. then i got home with a major headache! so i rested and then i did some chores. then i took a shower. and then PARTY(hardy)(i keep saying party hardy, but not in public)!
i went to moley's house, for tomei's surprise party. tomei was SUPER surprised he sooo did not expect it which was the best part! lol
we listened to music, i can honestly say we only listened to 5 FULL songs, and we listened to music fer like and hour! then we went outside! it was cold. so then we went back inside. (making sure we werent interrupting anyone)
then kristina and morley did tomeis hair. it was raww. then i had to go.
but i had fun. :)
i need a party soon!
party hardy!

--rocio<3

without you i'll be miserable at best

currently is in love with: Miserable At Best (mayday Parade)
:)
GREAT SONG!
yeah so mayday parade is a really good band!
i especially love that song! :)
(I wish someone would sing me that song fer my b-day)
just a fee more days.
i havent updated in a while, so i guess it's time for me to do this! :)

i need to go driving soon :)
too many smileys. maria kinda made my day with that facebook note.

amanda said that she was gonna get me that Fred shirt! yay lol
lots of people's birthdays are in march.
maria's birthday is this month too.
i already know what i'm getting her.
maria, if you are reading, you just finna have to wait and see!

OMG I S AM SOOO EXCITED FER SUMMER!!
my cousin alexis said he was comming for summer!
i havent seen him since i was in 5th grade!
well yeah comment, RSS.
LOVE YAH!

never noticed

i never noticed how much i mention it being my birthday soon.
today was good.
especially in mr. wade's, he was making funny faces. XD
i'm actually doing all my hmwk today! :)
i just have:
chem
euro
english
math
yeah maybe not all...
ilikefacebook
--rocio<3

ha

haha,
chewbacca is afraid of my sisters stuffed animal frog. XD

best part of believe is the lie

today we had no school, which is good, but i never do any homework anyways.
(i did some though!) :)
yeah so today has been okay.
the best part so far is that we got a WAY bigger aquarium for chewbacca!
i feel so happy for him. (we haven't put it up yet.)
but we will within this week.
BRYANNA
i will never get rid of him! i love my chewbacca!

okay so i'm talking to my cousin from mexico, she is making me sorta translate this stuff.

YOU GUYS IT'S ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY!
i want a cell, real badzzz!
i'm listening to panic, making me nostalgic for last year.
(reminding me that i wasted so much of my time for a certain person..)

that's what i forgot. i need to do laundry

jeremy

jeremy made me feel all bad inside. i was just trying to be friendly to people, and he get mad at me?!
(JK JEREMY, IheartYOU)
yeah well, today is another crappy day, eww.
i have a headache and i think i should start on the outline for english.
i didnt have the best week.
i got 59 on my chem test.
and a 60 on my ap euro.
i have to retake these before the week or i will get a C on both classes for the 6 weeks.
:(
on a brighter side...
i got like 4 letters from colleges this(last week)
they say i make a good candidate for their college and that i should choose them.
(the one i'm most interested about is valpo and Minnesota)
well RSS and comment.
--rocio<3

another long one

I finished reading The Boy In the Striped Pajamas. It made me cry; but then again i cry on every book i read. I guess this one is worth crying about though. i recommend it. So read it before you the movie. (read every book before seeing the movie, if you think it will be a good movie.)<-- yeah that's my general rule of thumb. :D I had a creepy 3-day weekend, and yesterday was alright, but today was a lot better. so back to the weekend subject. Friday i stayed home, slept, read, used the computer. Saturday we ordered Panda Express and rented The Fountain, (the movie we are analyzing in English---WATCH THE MOVIE!) and my sisters rented a game for their DS. Then My mom and my older cousin went to this wedding thingy party, so i got stuck babysitting my sisters. We made some popcorn, watched Disney Channel, and ate some cucumbers ( i think that might have been the highlight of my weekend). Sunday I drove to aldi with my dad, A LOT BETTER! read,ate, drove to my nephew's house to pick him up. It feels good to drive! :D:D and then i read some more. Then we watched The Fountain. and then some people got on my nereves! >:[]
i hate not being appreciated at home, i do soo much to help out, and not get appreciated for what i do..
Monday, we went to the eye doctor for my sister, she's getting like emo glasses. XD i read, slept, ate, read, slept, went to my cousin's house. wow i slept a lot on Monday.. and i did no homework all weekend..(ehh w/e)
the problem i've been having with that one friend is still bothering me... not good for me. and yes i am getting pulled away form her, and she wants it to happen, am i that bad of a friend? i wanna say it doesn't matter, but it does.
do you know what else hurts? When the person you like is taken; and not only that but he/she (in my case he) is older, and you really have no chance on being with them; which hurts even more. juniors and seniors are cute. ;) but you know what?! TAYLOR LAUTNER IS CUTER. ilovemycookie. (oh and bryanna if you are reading this-- YES BOTH COOKIES!) :D i really liked one of my dreams on monday (sunday night) ;)
yeah but luckily today was better. late to chem, as always.. lol ADAM!
YOU GUYS IT'S ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY :D YAY!
Currently i'm in a phase of my life where i prefer CD's over downloading online... but i still end up listening to CDs on my computer, but CDs right now EQUALS good!

oh i'm looking for a layout for my blog, but i can't find any!
and i don;t know how to use them.
i want a domo one really bad! :D
--rocio<3

P.S: if you left comments and RSS it would be the best think next to meeting taylor lautner.
OH YES!
read:

ROCIO: mr boyfriends bday was last week
JOHNNY BOY: who's mr boyfriend?
ROCIO: taylor..
JOHNNY BOY): haha
JOHNNY BOY: ohhh
JOHNNY BOY): well what'd you get him
ROCIO): my eternal love
JOHNNY BOY): awwh that's a spectacular giftxD
ROCIO: oh yes!
JOHNY BOY:when will he be thanking you teehee
ROCIO: when he's my baby's daddy
JOHNNY BOY: awhh hell naww
JOHNNY BOY): yo baby's daddy

i apologize

been a while now, sorry.
write more tomorrow, maybe.

i can't believe i'm still

upset at some people.

did you see the moon this morning?

So did you see it or not? it was the most beautiful thing i've seen, in a while. i LOVED it
so lately i've been getting like this, like i'm getting pulled away form my friends and i'm letting it happen, but i don't want it to happen. actually no not lately more like i get like this every year.
nothing else :|

i just remembered

i just recalled that Kyle XY was on today, and the Secret Life.
this seems to be going better i guess, but who am i to say, the week just started.
i still have to finish my play for english and type the paper.
i will prolly update this each time i'm on, if i remember, how's that?
i don't even know if anyone even reads this, who would want to, my life is so boring.
BUT in case you are reading, comment, yeah okay?!
cause some of you ARE reading cause i get some views.
it's close to Valentines Day! :D
ehh, i don't even know what i am excited for; i already mentioned why earlier..
It's almost my birthday, i guess.
give me something nice, i'll love you forever, not that i already don't but this is FOREVER!
doesn't that excite you?!
you know what i like to get on my birthday and for such(Christmas)?
CDs! i don't know why, i just do.
but any other thing is just as cool, like necklaces, rings, gift cards (iTunes, aero, charlotte russe)
(i just recently got into charlotte russe)
but yeah, i think the reason i like Cds a lot is because i listen to music a lot, i'm open to any kinds, except COUNTRY and RAP and HIP HOP
you should know my favorite artists, if you aren't sure, ask me, cause i really don't feel like
postiing all of them...
have you noticed how random i am?!
yeah, well i am...
i like youtube, maybe later into my blogging i will post my favorite, if i don't get too lazy.
but you know me!
YOU KNOW WHAT I JUST THOUGHT OF RIGHT NOW?
some creeper could be reading this..
if you're a creeper.. hi there..
nice to meet you i guess.. no not really...
--rocio <3

today

today i went driving with my dad. and it was better than yesterday i guess you can say.
we went to the car wash, and yeah that's a whole new adventure right there. i haven't really done any homework! i am so badasss
so yeah, this weekend i havent gotten good sleep. (AKA waking up at 11 am) :(
me and maria are sending flowers to our favorite teacher (mr. johnson) ;)
flowers are expensive you know?!
oh my gosh! CHEWBACCA is so big now! he's like the size of my palm! whatever i love my turtle, and my three fishies! :D
my mom's friend wants to give us her dog. but my dad doenst want a dog; which is sad cause i love that doggy! it reminds me of my old dog when i was younger. (yayis) (yahhh-geeze) lol
i'm having a really hard time on typing today.
it's almost valentines day, and again, i don't have a valentine. except amanda... hehe. i miss elementary school; you get cards from everyone even if you don't like them! . :D
i wonder if i ever cancelled my xanga account. who knows. or my bebo.. or mycrib.net...
i just checked mycrib, and i guess they deleted it cause they can't find any of my emails. hmm..
i miss 7th grade..
if you haven't noticed, i'm very nostalgic, i can;t let got of the past.
write soon.
-rocio<3

it's been a while now.

it's been a long time, since i logged in to this.
i guess i will make my blog about things that i am currently into.
like right now i'm really into THE CAB. i don't know, amanda really got me into them after i gave her the CD for Christmas. and so yeah. and a few days ago i was really really into
About a Girl from THE ACADEMY IS... i'm sure you guys are familiar with them. i only really like their old stuff, as in their first CD.. ALMOST HERE, yeah i love that. and oh yeah..
it's almost my birthday, i wanted to go to the FALL OUT BOY concert, since my favorite bands are all preforming there that night, then i thought about what happened last year at the concert.. ehh, so i'm just gonna chill with my close friends.
Last night i went to the movies with amanda, kayla, jordan, and both alexes. we saw THE PINK PANTHER 2... yes, dot dot dot.. i guess it was more of a kid movie. LOL then we went to Chilis, and we met up with molly, emily, and britney (AWKWARD!) yeah but it was cool, i talked to alex and alex and amanda the whole time. it was raw as hell.
i found out that in europe(italy anyways) you can only use manual cars. XD
and then since i just met the other alex, he probablly thought i was dumb or something, i was just hyper. lol
i had a grande white chocolate mocha before the movie, so just imagine that.
i had fun last night though, which was the best part! i needed that night out, you know i was feeling kinda down lately.
OH today i went driving with my dad. UGHH! he is so impatient.. but i think i improved compared to last wednesday with Mr. Rose. i wish i could drive with someone else besides my dad...
so yeah, i'm reading the boy in the stipped pajamas, i'm only on like the 4th page... i don't have enough time, yet i'm writing this REALLY REALLY long blog.. i should get to doing my homework, i think i have a lot.. i have a paper due this monday for english, another due on friday about A MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM for english, again. i hate mr. wade for giving us so much homework, but he's like the best teacher.
okay well hopefully i'll write soon.<3
--rocio