i forgot what the last blog was about..

i really did forget what my last blog was about.
OH I REMEMBER...
HAHAHHA.. WOAH. lol that is tooooooo funnnnnnnnaaaaaaayyyyyy!

but anyways.. what has happened..
uhm september:
homecoming: AMAZING. perhaps one of the best homecomings.
Some lame guyzz: uhm. some creepy guy still trying to get in my pants(well maybe not really, but close) and yeah NO CHANCE WITH YOU GET OVER IT!
uhmm, i dont really remember...
OCTOBER;
more lame guys. like really?! do i attract creepers or something looks like i do!
but.. NVM!

uhm on a much deeper note..

sunday was so emotional.
i have a lot going on at home and then these crazy guys.
and then my ex. too much.

i just like wanted to cry and scream.
scream at myself for falling into my heart's trap.
why the hell did i text him?
idk. i think imma have to write a poem about that. cause i already wrote like 5 about the same thing. BLEHHHH

anyways. but on monday i had such an inspirational day.
i was aware of all the things that i thought i cared about but i really didnt.
it was weird.
cause i noticed he was all a joke.
i noticed Vboy isnt what i would want.
and varsity he and his gf just seem so happy that i would not want to break that bond. there is a reason why he wanted her back and that was to be happy. i dont wanna ruin that for them. im happy for them now i may not be happy that he snot for me but its freshh


hahah
hasta later
-rocioo <3