porque

this is a spanish poem i wrote.

No entiendo porque.
porque no te he podido olvidar.
porque no puedes salir de mi mente
ni de mi corazon
porque todo me recuerda de ti.
porque siempre te "veo"
porque siento tus labios en los mios.
porque huelo tu perfume en mi ropa.
porque siento tus manos en mi cuerpo.
porque siento tu cabello en mis dedos
porque siento que me besas el cuello.
porque veo tu cara antes de irme a dormir.
porque yo quiero saber que piensas en mi.
porque me dan celos que tengas novia.
porque quiero que seas mio
porque aun te quiero
pero lo que mas no entiendo es porque te deje ir.

i forgot what the last blog was about..

i really did forget what my last blog was about.
OH I REMEMBER...
HAHAHHA.. WOAH. lol that is tooooooo funnnnnnnnaaaaaaayyyyyy!

but anyways.. what has happened..
uhm september:
homecoming: AMAZING. perhaps one of the best homecomings.
Some lame guyzz: uhm. some creepy guy still trying to get in my pants(well maybe not really, but close) and yeah NO CHANCE WITH YOU GET OVER IT!
uhmm, i dont really remember...
OCTOBER;
more lame guys. like really?! do i attract creepers or something looks like i do!
but.. NVM!

uhm on a much deeper note..

sunday was so emotional.
i have a lot going on at home and then these crazy guys.
and then my ex. too much.

i just like wanted to cry and scream.
scream at myself for falling into my heart's trap.
why the hell did i text him?
idk. i think imma have to write a poem about that. cause i already wrote like 5 about the same thing. BLEHHHH

anyways. but on monday i had such an inspirational day.
i was aware of all the things that i thought i cared about but i really didnt.
it was weird.
cause i noticed he was all a joke.
i noticed Vboy isnt what i would want.
and varsity he and his gf just seem so happy that i would not want to break that bond. there is a reason why he wanted her back and that was to be happy. i dont wanna ruin that for them. im happy for them now i may not be happy that he snot for me but its freshh


hahah
hasta later
-rocioo <3