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i have to admit, this month has been the best. oh, except for the last blog, that was just a bad week. well there are about 5 weeks in May, and 4 out of 5 have been good, so that's a good month right there. LOL
okay so school is almost over! i really can't believe it's OVER! it's like we just started and i don't know, but i think it was a good school year. I'm a bit upset about Alex and Alex leaving for Italy. it's so sad! i know we are all gonna miss them! i'm so glad i got to meet them. aw. :(
So I'm like SUPER anxious for summer! you have no effing idea, lol. okay so me and my besties are doing a summer fun list, where we write all the things we want to do before summer is over. Already we have about 20! wow, we better get at least a bit more than half of them done. haha. oh yeaa that reminds me of one of the things Yomaira put on there: Find summer love. :) all i can do about that one is smile. :):) but yeah summer 2009 better be BAD ASSS!
Okay so this week has been all smiles and like almost no sleep. Oh yeah! i had my NHS induction! woo! lol.. yeah i HOPE i stay on it and make it to senior year! lol well just as the year is ending, my grades have all gone up. UGH! why now? lol why not like a month ago? to keep my grade i have to get a B on finals for both classes, but at least i'll still have first honors. did you notice how much of a nerd i sounded there? haha. it's okay, i am def not a "big" nerd. XD
I really don't know what else to talk about. well i am DEAD excited for tomorrow and Friday. :)
-rocio <3
P.S. I told you it would be a happier post :D
Thursday, May 14, 2009
best week--- to possibly the worst
Last week i was having just about the best week ever. It's funny actually; i should have never said anything cause this week has been hell. (and that's just to put it in some nice words)
It's incredible how things go from the best to the worst. It's amazing how one small decision changes the rest. How one "yes" changes your life. One smile, one handshake, one hug, one kiss; it changes it all. everything. and you can't go back and change it. That's the worst thing of all.
I really don't want to say much about the whole situation. The whole thing is killing me in the inside, and it's actually crazy that it is. I don't even understand why!? Like why would i even fall for him? Why did I fall into his little traps? As stupid as it is, i want to regret it so badly, but i don't think my heart will allow it to.
Right now I'm trying to get by as best as I can. amazingly I am. Without the amazing friends that i have, i would not know what to do.
Next, guys really don't know what they want. really, one moment you want the girl, and the next you don't want her in your life. really? is that what you want?
again, it's amazing how much i miss his smile and those amazing eyes.
hasta later,
rocio
P.S. I really do hope things will get better by next week.
P.P.S. (ha) well, sorry for rambling on about this "depressing" subject. The nest one will be happier. :)
It's incredible how things go from the best to the worst. It's amazing how one small decision changes the rest. How one "yes" changes your life. One smile, one handshake, one hug, one kiss; it changes it all. everything. and you can't go back and change it. That's the worst thing of all.
I really don't want to say much about the whole situation. The whole thing is killing me in the inside, and it's actually crazy that it is. I don't even understand why!? Like why would i even fall for him? Why did I fall into his little traps? As stupid as it is, i want to regret it so badly, but i don't think my heart will allow it to.
Right now I'm trying to get by as best as I can. amazingly I am. Without the amazing friends that i have, i would not know what to do.
Next, guys really don't know what they want. really, one moment you want the girl, and the next you don't want her in your life. really? is that what you want?
again, it's amazing how much i miss his smile and those amazing eyes.
hasta later,
rocio
P.S. I really do hope things will get better by next week.
P.P.S. (ha) well, sorry for rambling on about this "depressing" subject. The nest one will be happier. :)
Saturday, May 9, 2009
longest break EVER
yes, i know it's been over a month. i know i know.
where should i start.
well after my birthday my friends made me a surprise party, i knew about it but whatev, it was still fun.
i don't remember much that went on in april, i say it was a pretty boring month.
MAY! ah one of my favorite months of the year. and it truly deserves it. i had my confirmation a week ago. BEST DAY EVER :) for some other reasons. ;)
Sunday i uhm... did not much except text my friend "manny"
monday i went to the park and school and texted..manny.
i couldn't sleep at all monday night, due to some problems that needed solving. at the end i only got about an hour and a half of sleep. and i didn't even solve the problem. surprisingly at school i wasn't even that tired. :O i got home and i slept like an hour and didn't sleep after that.
so tuesday my problem came back to haunt me! haha, but i fixed it. :) so that's good, no it's great!
i only told like one person my problem, and that was because he was in my way, lol. JK
wednesday was ewww...
thursday was THE BEST
:):):):):):)
for some "odd" reason i smelled like sexy guy. and i was so happy my mom didn't smell anything. :D
hasta later :)
where should i start.
well after my birthday my friends made me a surprise party, i knew about it but whatev, it was still fun.
i don't remember much that went on in april, i say it was a pretty boring month.
MAY! ah one of my favorite months of the year. and it truly deserves it. i had my confirmation a week ago. BEST DAY EVER :) for some other reasons. ;)
Sunday i uhm... did not much except text my friend "manny"
monday i went to the park and school and texted..manny.
i couldn't sleep at all monday night, due to some problems that needed solving. at the end i only got about an hour and a half of sleep. and i didn't even solve the problem. surprisingly at school i wasn't even that tired. :O i got home and i slept like an hour and didn't sleep after that.
so tuesday my problem came back to haunt me! haha, but i fixed it. :) so that's good, no it's great!
i only told like one person my problem, and that was because he was in my way, lol. JK
wednesday was ewww...
thursday was THE BEST
:):):):):):)
for some "odd" reason i smelled like sexy guy. and i was so happy my mom didn't smell anything. :D
hasta later :)
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