i promised!

okay so i will continue from where i left off and i will tell you what has been going on.

i left off on may. which if you kept up with me on my blogs you know why i loved that month so effing much.

JUNE: it was an okay month i mean to be honest, june is a kinda boring month. idk it is to me.

JULY: i wanna say it was an adrenaline filled month. that month i learned what it truly meant to sacrifice what you thought mattered and what you know is right. That's right, this month i broke up with my bf. i now look back and although it is kinda hard to admit, i do regret it. i mean, yeah it was nice while it lasted 2 months, yeah sure. but i know for sure that it was all a mistake. and i'm aware that he knows that too. but i guess it was all out of "feeling bad" i'm not sure. but i did learn a lot.

AUGUST: was just fucking shit. i hated this month. i can honestly say i know who i can trust from this.

SEPTEMBER: idk..

OCTOBER: mmm... yummy people ;) too bad they only last a few weeks. hahaha

NOVEMBER: mmmmmm more yummy people and their hot selves! miguel is sucha cutieee

DECEMBER: christmas wasnt really worth it this year.

CONCLUSION:
i can honestly say that the first half of the year was the best. afterwards it just sucked. but as people say, people learn from their mistakes right? yeah i sure hope so.


okay so febuary has been such a boring month. idk.. booo for lovey dovey month


hasta later
(:rocio

What?! Yeah boii im doing this blog from my ipod! How beasting 
So its almost new years. Excited? I am. I love to start new. And i love it. So what really got me thinking about the new year is that theres this song called 'Weightless' by All Time Low  it goes like 
'maybe its not my weekend but this is will ve my year'
And as i was listening i felt a need to elaborate on that. Mostly cause this year was filled with so many surprises. From school, to home, to friends, to enemies, to relationships, to everything.
And i would like to start from january: (i think this will be a long post).
Okay so january has always been one one of those blah months where nothing special ever happens... Like at all. And this year was no different. I mean lets see.. New years was super boring. And nothing cool ever happens in january.

Febuary: it wasnt special either cause i didnt have a valentine. Oh yeah if you read my post from febuary youll see that i went to the movies with the italians and that was seriously BEASTLY! and yeah nkthing else. (first few months of the year are always boring).

March: my birthday! (: i turned 16 nothing more. Lol and also when i realized that i'm getting older and blah makes me sad.

April: on april my friends had a surprise party for me and that was real fun jo!

May: <3 awwwhhh best fucking month of the entire fucking year.
Dayumm where should i start? Well my confirmation is a great start (may2) haha.
If you read my blogs you will know why i love this month (;

i just got real lazy to continue.
i'll continue on the next one.
PROMISE!

hasta later,
rocio<3

i always post the same subject..

DECEMBER!
so its almost christmas time!
(:
nothing special this year. gosh i feel so damn old. nothing feels special anymore.
boooo
well so much has happened but like the lazy ass i am i dont feel like saying anything casue that bores me and i'm sure it bored you also. whoever YOU are...
gahh my computer is being extra gay!i need to fix that.
cause it gets on my nervesss
okay i think i'm about to jailbreak my ipod. haha idk yet im scurrreeeedddd
okay so i have so much damn homework this weekend its not even funny.
its stupid!
oh god! i need to get a life..

hasta later,
rocioo <3

porque

this is a spanish poem i wrote.

No entiendo porque.
porque no te he podido olvidar.
porque no puedes salir de mi mente
ni de mi corazon
porque todo me recuerda de ti.
porque siempre te "veo"
porque siento tus labios en los mios.
porque huelo tu perfume en mi ropa.
porque siento tus manos en mi cuerpo.
porque siento tu cabello en mis dedos
porque siento que me besas el cuello.
porque veo tu cara antes de irme a dormir.
porque yo quiero saber que piensas en mi.
porque me dan celos que tengas novia.
porque quiero que seas mio
porque aun te quiero
pero lo que mas no entiendo es porque te deje ir.

i forgot what the last blog was about..

i really did forget what my last blog was about.
OH I REMEMBER...
HAHAHHA.. WOAH. lol that is tooooooo funnnnnnnnaaaaaaayyyyyy!

but anyways.. what has happened..
uhm september:
homecoming: AMAZING. perhaps one of the best homecomings.
Some lame guyzz: uhm. some creepy guy still trying to get in my pants(well maybe not really, but close) and yeah NO CHANCE WITH YOU GET OVER IT!
uhmm, i dont really remember...
OCTOBER;
more lame guys. like really?! do i attract creepers or something looks like i do!
but.. NVM!

uhm on a much deeper note..

sunday was so emotional.
i have a lot going on at home and then these crazy guys.
and then my ex. too much.

i just like wanted to cry and scream.
scream at myself for falling into my heart's trap.
why the hell did i text him?
idk. i think imma have to write a poem about that. cause i already wrote like 5 about the same thing. BLEHHHH

anyways. but on monday i had such an inspirational day.
i was aware of all the things that i thought i cared about but i really didnt.
it was weird.
cause i noticed he was all a joke.
i noticed Vboy isnt what i would want.
and varsity he and his gf just seem so happy that i would not want to break that bond. there is a reason why he wanted her back and that was to be happy. i dont wanna ruin that for them. im happy for them now i may not be happy that he snot for me but its freshh


hahah
hasta later
-rocioo <3

weird week

it's been a weird week. period.
i'm not too anxious for friday to come.
i'm not too anxious to go to family parties where i'll be known as some type of whore.
i'm not too anxious to keep texting.
i'm not too anxious to do anything lately.

ughh.. weird week.
what else can i say?
i forgot what i was gonna say.
uhm...
homecoming is in a few weeks.
dont have a date.
idk not really expecting anyone to ask me this year.
idk.. weird..

whatever.
hasta later,
-rocio

i always have to say something

i always have to say something dont i?
hmm, well as always; something good was going on, guess what? i must have jinxed it.
BOO! well i dont really wanna talk about it cause now that i think about it, it's pretty stooooopppppidddd.
dont wanna talk about it. if you wanna know, talk to me personally. but i'm not making any guarantees. haha
uhm. i dont really have much to say today.
i went to the jubilee today.
can you say CREEPY!
i'm not really in a type-y mood.
haha. maybe i'll do an edit later. no guarantees. haha
what's the point of today's blog?
yeah i have no clue..

hasta later,
-rocio <3