i forgot what the last blog was about..

i really did forget what my last blog was about.
OH I REMEMBER...
HAHAHHA.. WOAH. lol that is tooooooo funnnnnnnnaaaaaaayyyyyy!

but anyways.. what has happened..
uhm september:
homecoming: AMAZING. perhaps one of the best homecomings.
Some lame guyzz: uhm. some creepy guy still trying to get in my pants(well maybe not really, but close) and yeah NO CHANCE WITH YOU GET OVER IT!
uhmm, i dont really remember...
OCTOBER;
more lame guys. like really?! do i attract creepers or something looks like i do!
but.. NVM!

uhm on a much deeper note..

sunday was so emotional.
i have a lot going on at home and then these crazy guys.
and then my ex. too much.

i just like wanted to cry and scream.
scream at myself for falling into my heart's trap.
why the hell did i text him?
idk. i think imma have to write a poem about that. cause i already wrote like 5 about the same thing. BLEHHHH

anyways. but on monday i had such an inspirational day.
i was aware of all the things that i thought i cared about but i really didnt.
it was weird.
cause i noticed he was all a joke.
i noticed Vboy isnt what i would want.
and varsity he and his gf just seem so happy that i would not want to break that bond. there is a reason why he wanted her back and that was to be happy. i dont wanna ruin that for them. im happy for them now i may not be happy that he snot for me but its freshh


hahah
hasta later
-rocioo <3

weird week

it's been a weird week. period.
i'm not too anxious for friday to come.
i'm not too anxious to go to family parties where i'll be known as some type of whore.
i'm not too anxious to keep texting.
i'm not too anxious to do anything lately.

ughh.. weird week.
what else can i say?
i forgot what i was gonna say.
uhm...
homecoming is in a few weeks.
dont have a date.
idk not really expecting anyone to ask me this year.
idk.. weird..

whatever.
hasta later,
-rocio

i always have to say something

i always have to say something dont i?
hmm, well as always; something good was going on, guess what? i must have jinxed it.
BOO! well i dont really wanna talk about it cause now that i think about it, it's pretty stooooopppppidddd.
dont wanna talk about it. if you wanna know, talk to me personally. but i'm not making any guarantees. haha
uhm. i dont really have much to say today.
i went to the jubilee today.
can you say CREEPY!
i'm not really in a type-y mood.
haha. maybe i'll do an edit later. no guarantees. haha
what's the point of today's blog?
yeah i have no clue..

hasta later,
-rocio <3

happy birthday..?

happy birthday to manny..
uhm well like i said i texted him.
it went really good! (: not aawkward! (:
here's what happened: i texted him i'm like "happy birthday friend! have a good one!" i didnt really expect an answer...
then he's like, "thanks for remembering. your the only one so far that remembered."
OMG! dude! it was like 3pm when i texted him! i was thinking about saying "yeah bitch that's what you get for being a jerk".. but i didnt. i mean i'm not that mean! then yomaira is like, you should have bbeen like "well i did remember" which i gotta admit thats a pretty beastly thing to say! too bad i didnt.. so i just said "your welcome. so have any plans?" he said, "uhm.. no.." then i said, "well you should still go out. i mean you only have a birthday once a year" he then said "well i have no other choice than to go out alone." that which totally confused me.. BUT I WILL STOP TELLING YOU MORE! you creeep! haha but yeah.

today was a good day. i guess, in a weird kinda way.

yomaira, said the most honest thing ever: ".. boys are supposed to make us happy.."
right. SUPPOSED to. but what they do is alright.. most of the time. well its true.
which reminds me of a Katy Perry interview on Seventeen Magazine. pretty much she does the craziest things for guys. so seventeen asked her if she expected the same kind of romantic gestures. to which she answered: "I dont expect the great lengths.I just expect them to keep up with the details and small things. i can get by on a text message-- a lot of girls can. thats all we want is someone to text us in the morning and say, "Hi! hope you have a fantastic day!" and then call us at night. Super simple. it doenst take yachts; it doenst even take big flashy things. it takes just knowing that they're there and they care."
i can so relate to that! it's so true. i truly respect katy for that.

hmm.. so yeah. i had my phone off all night last night and all morning...

OH RIGHT!
so a friend of mine, gary, is in Minnesota. and he said he will bring me back a map of the MAll Of America! how cool is that?! matt was supposed to bring me back a map of disney.. he never gave it to me. he also said he would bring me back a map of wisconsin dells. he never did. hopefully gary will. haha (gary if you read this.. THANKS! dont bring me down, haha!)

what else can i say? uhm.. i just hope i'm being paranoid..!
uhm, thanks for those who read my blogs. i appreciate it.
i know you guys are reading cause i got over 10 views from last nights blog.
and if you do read them, will it hurt you to just post a comment saying that you read it or something? or else i guess i'll just make these private..

hasta later,
-rocio <3

11 days?

school starts in.. ELEVEN DAYS! puedes creerlo? (can you believe it?) i can't.
i got my schedule yesterday. i can say i'm satisfied, not completely happy, but its all good. uhm.. what can i say? i'm kinda scared for my classes. i'm taking French III (not too worried about that), advanced algebra (i hate math. i hate algebra even more), AP English ( eh, its just reading and writing...) AP US History (uhm, i still dont know why i took this class..), and physics honors (EEEEKKKK HELP!). i'm mostly scared for math and science. physics is like math on steriods (i forgot who told me that but i know it is!) and i hate math. no joke. and i hate algebra even more. it was a miracle i passed algebra I. gah! i'm scared for that! i hope the teacher isnt bad, cause i get a bad teacher... I DONT EVEN TRY! no joke.. just ask napoleon! he's an ass. but berg was good. she has patience and what not. napoleon just didnt.
hmm. okay new non-school subject:
currently obsessed with: My August Playlist! (:
which includes 25 songs:
Baby Girl, i'm a blur- say anything
the birds an the bees- Breathe carolina
cash cash- cash cash
catch me- demi lovato
D-I-E-4-Y-O-U - Fam. force 5
the enemy- the white tie affair

haha you must be crazy if you think imma take the time to type all the songs up. HAHAHA
well a few of my favorites from the list are:
catch me- demi, LAX to O'Hare- the academy is..., Seed- the academy is..., mi historia entre tus dedos- Gianluca grignani, The birds and the bees- breathe carolina, cash cash- cash cash, and para no verte mas- la mosca tse tse.

yeah good songs jo!
i just noticed that slow down by the academy is... has made it to at least half of my monthly playlists. (i started in february)

new non music subject.
this is a bit more personal.
uhm, tomorrow is my ex's birthday. i was thinking about texting him saying happy birthday. but not sure yet. as a birthday present.. me yomaira and johnny boy wanna go trash his car. great birthday present right? i'm having second thoughts about it though. like i know he loves that car, but then again, he kinda deserves it. and i wouldnt want someone to do that to my car (if i had my own).. but then again, that jerk deserves it. well idk, what if he finds out it was me? oh i saw him in his ca sunday on my way to church. right when i saw him my heart was pounding so much, and i felt as if i was gonna die. i noticed that someone was with him.. idk who it was, maybe his brother. or maybe another girl. idk and i dont really wanna think about it cause it only makes me miss him more. yes: its true. i miss him. and i might i say, i miss him quite a lot. more so now, that i feel kinda lonely. remember my may blog?(wow wasnt that forever ago?) well i wrote so much about him. and someone told me, "wow you must really like this guy dont you?" yeah i did. i dont like him now. i just miss him. there is a difference, i believe. oh one more thing about this. he was wearing black. "rocio, why does that matter?!" oh only because i love the way guys look in black. like every guy i've ever liked, if he wears black and he looks good in it, A+ for you! so hot when they wear black. haha TMI? like i give a fuck. haha. but yeah. i will text him tomorrow, lets see how it all goes.last time i texted him after we broke up, it was awkward as hell.

well goodnight!
follow me on twitter jo! (:

Imma be

Pshh, summer is halfway over. BOO!
okay so this is like the ewwest week.
i broke up with manny. i feel betrayed. im tired of living here. as soon as senior year is over, im gone. where? mexico bitch. i might get more respect over there. i believe i do deserve it. sometimes i feel like i dont even belong here. at all. kinda emo-ish, but ehh.
so since i'm all down this week, the song i'm into now, is all sad.
its called "mi historia entre tus dedos" yes, another spanish one, what can i say?
i'll put the video, after i explain what the song is about.
so basically, this guy (the singer), just went through a breakup. she broke up with him. and he obviosuly still loves her. cause at the beginning he's like "at least just stay this one night... They say that for every man like me, there's a woman like you.. and my space will soon be occupied by a man like me, or better, i doubt it.." he seems pretty jealous right? yeah. but this is my favorite line: "why do you hide your face? You ask me to be just friends. Friends for what damn it. i forgive a friend, but i love you" then it says "you say i'm sorry, i don't love you"
ah i just love that song.


so hmm... i really wanna leave this place..

hasta later,
rocioo

25th post

so this is my 25th post; have you been keeping up? ha
uhm yesterday i saw him, it was real brief, brief meaning 10 minutes max.
its all chill though, or i thought i did. cause after he left i felt kinda empty handed.. like i didnt really get to enjoy those few minutes. but what counts is that i did see him. so wednesday, it was our month. one month, can you believe it? well enough about that, new subject.
tomorrow is the fourth. i'm not entirely sure what imma do tomorrow. i think imma go to the golf course. i think johnny boy finsta be there. ah i miss him too! (:
okayy, so i kinda think i'm obsessed with twitter.. okay maybe not obsessed. but its pretty cool. check my twitter and make sure to follow me ;) http://twitter.com/rociosaysrawr
uhm, right now i'm obsessed with: thinking about him (; ha jk, no i'm kinda obsessed with this video, check it out! :)




lmfao! shane is filarious!

hasta later,
rocioo

P.S. kinda excited for sunday (: