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i have to admit, this month has been the best. oh, except for the last blog, that was just a bad week. well there are about 5 weeks in May, and 4 out of 5 have been good, so that's a good month right there. LOL
okay so school is almost over! i really can't believe it's OVER! it's like we just started and i don't know, but i think it was a good school year. I'm a bit upset about Alex and Alex leaving for Italy. it's so sad! i know we are all gonna miss them! i'm so glad i got to meet them. aw. :(
So I'm like SUPER anxious for summer! you have no effing idea, lol. okay so me and my besties are doing a summer fun list, where we write all the things we want to do before summer is over. Already we have about 20! wow, we better get at least a bit more than half of them done. haha. oh yeaa that reminds me of one of the things Yomaira put on there: Find summer love. :) all i can do about that one is smile. :):) but yeah summer 2009 better be BAD ASSS!
Okay so this week has been all smiles and like almost no sleep. Oh yeah! i had my NHS induction! woo! lol.. yeah i HOPE i stay on it and make it to senior year! lol well just as the year is ending, my grades have all gone up. UGH! why now? lol why not like a month ago? to keep my grade i have to get a B on finals for both classes, but at least i'll still have first honors. did you notice how much of a nerd i sounded there? haha. it's okay, i am def not a "big" nerd. XD
I really don't know what else to talk about. well i am DEAD excited for tomorrow and Friday. :)
-rocio <3
P.S. I told you it would be a happier post :D
Thursday, May 14, 2009
best week--- to possibly the worst
Last week i was having just about the best week ever. It's funny actually; i should have never said anything cause this week has been hell. (and that's just to put it in some nice words)
It's incredible how things go from the best to the worst. It's amazing how one small decision changes the rest. How one "yes" changes your life. One smile, one handshake, one hug, one kiss; it changes it all. everything. and you can't go back and change it. That's the worst thing of all.
I really don't want to say much about the whole situation. The whole thing is killing me in the inside, and it's actually crazy that it is. I don't even understand why!? Like why would i even fall for him? Why did I fall into his little traps? As stupid as it is, i want to regret it so badly, but i don't think my heart will allow it to.
Right now I'm trying to get by as best as I can. amazingly I am. Without the amazing friends that i have, i would not know what to do.
Next, guys really don't know what they want. really, one moment you want the girl, and the next you don't want her in your life. really? is that what you want?
again, it's amazing how much i miss his smile and those amazing eyes.
hasta later,
rocio
P.S. I really do hope things will get better by next week.
P.P.S. (ha) well, sorry for rambling on about this "depressing" subject. The nest one will be happier. :)
It's incredible how things go from the best to the worst. It's amazing how one small decision changes the rest. How one "yes" changes your life. One smile, one handshake, one hug, one kiss; it changes it all. everything. and you can't go back and change it. That's the worst thing of all.
I really don't want to say much about the whole situation. The whole thing is killing me in the inside, and it's actually crazy that it is. I don't even understand why!? Like why would i even fall for him? Why did I fall into his little traps? As stupid as it is, i want to regret it so badly, but i don't think my heart will allow it to.
Right now I'm trying to get by as best as I can. amazingly I am. Without the amazing friends that i have, i would not know what to do.
Next, guys really don't know what they want. really, one moment you want the girl, and the next you don't want her in your life. really? is that what you want?
again, it's amazing how much i miss his smile and those amazing eyes.
hasta later,
rocio
P.S. I really do hope things will get better by next week.
P.P.S. (ha) well, sorry for rambling on about this "depressing" subject. The nest one will be happier. :)
Saturday, May 9, 2009
longest break EVER
yes, i know it's been over a month. i know i know.
where should i start.
well after my birthday my friends made me a surprise party, i knew about it but whatev, it was still fun.
i don't remember much that went on in april, i say it was a pretty boring month.
MAY! ah one of my favorite months of the year. and it truly deserves it. i had my confirmation a week ago. BEST DAY EVER :) for some other reasons. ;)
Sunday i uhm... did not much except text my friend "manny"
monday i went to the park and school and texted..manny.
i couldn't sleep at all monday night, due to some problems that needed solving. at the end i only got about an hour and a half of sleep. and i didn't even solve the problem. surprisingly at school i wasn't even that tired. :O i got home and i slept like an hour and didn't sleep after that.
so tuesday my problem came back to haunt me! haha, but i fixed it. :) so that's good, no it's great!
i only told like one person my problem, and that was because he was in my way, lol. JK
wednesday was ewww...
thursday was THE BEST
:):):):):):)
for some "odd" reason i smelled like sexy guy. and i was so happy my mom didn't smell anything. :D
hasta later :)
where should i start.
well after my birthday my friends made me a surprise party, i knew about it but whatev, it was still fun.
i don't remember much that went on in april, i say it was a pretty boring month.
MAY! ah one of my favorite months of the year. and it truly deserves it. i had my confirmation a week ago. BEST DAY EVER :) for some other reasons. ;)
Sunday i uhm... did not much except text my friend "manny"
monday i went to the park and school and texted..manny.
i couldn't sleep at all monday night, due to some problems that needed solving. at the end i only got about an hour and a half of sleep. and i didn't even solve the problem. surprisingly at school i wasn't even that tired. :O i got home and i slept like an hour and didn't sleep after that.
so tuesday my problem came back to haunt me! haha, but i fixed it. :) so that's good, no it's great!
i only told like one person my problem, and that was because he was in my way, lol. JK
wednesday was ewww...
thursday was THE BEST
:):):):):):)
for some "odd" reason i smelled like sexy guy. and i was so happy my mom didn't smell anything. :D
hasta later :)
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
April Fools
the only cool thing that happened today was when i was walking to 4th period and adam saw me.
he's like "hi!" and i said "ha, i'm not talking to you.." HAHHA
i saw my dad today and he gave me my card, and it made me cry.. it was soo sweet. and money too.
but the card was soo sweet.
now i have enough money to buy the ipod touch. :)
(i didn't ask them for anything this year)
he's like "hi!" and i said "ha, i'm not talking to you.." HAHHA
i saw my dad today and he gave me my card, and it made me cry.. it was soo sweet. and money too.
but the card was soo sweet.
now i have enough money to buy the ipod touch. :)
(i didn't ask them for anything this year)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
guess who..
guess who's birthday was today?---mine!
and it was so much fun at school :)
haha alex! i want my balloons! lol
so i was about to be late for 1st period.. all because i was hanging out at amanda's locker with all the coolz people. :) (amanda, yomaira, john, alex, and heather) haha
heather said the coolest thing ever today! her and alex were naming countries. so heather is all like "well there's spain, france, italy, japan, asia.. wait, that's a continent!"
haha! loveyaheather!
so yeah.... fast foward to passing period to 4th
so you guys know adam, right? well he said he was gonna walk me to chem on my birthday. so today i'm like hi adam, lets go. and he said..happy birthday! i like that crown thingy! me: thanks, come on let's go. him: happy birthday! i like that crwon thingy! me: adam, let's go! him: sorry i can't. me: OMG adam, i have been waited like 3 months for this!..... then yeah i had to like run to chem, like always. THANKS ADAM!
fast foward to lunch:
AWWHHH cathy and maria got me a cupcake cake.. LOL.. and i shared it with mr. edwards and mr. soccer coach. and of course them two. and kyle said he forgot my birthday present..CONDOMS! XD
fast foward to passing period to 6th:
i saw mr. rollins said happy birthday to me, then this ghetto ass retarded girl took my tiara OFF MY HEAD! and i got pissed at her and snatched it away form her. then mr. r got mad at that chick and was all to me mr. rollins "excuse her! she's a freshman and doesnt know what she is doing! ignore her" i was like DAYUMMM then i went to mr. wades class.
he's like "happy birthday. just cause it's your birthday, i won't make you look up words"
i was like "YES!" haa then he just laughed.
then later in class we were talking about logos and stuff, and he drew some spice.
and he said, "and this is my logo, cause i spice things up!"
LMFAO that was priceless!
then it was an okay day.
sucks cause i didnt see my dad all day, he had to go to work early today.. :(
yep.
--rocio<3
and it was so much fun at school :)
haha alex! i want my balloons! lol
so i was about to be late for 1st period.. all because i was hanging out at amanda's locker with all the coolz people. :) (amanda, yomaira, john, alex, and heather) haha
heather said the coolest thing ever today! her and alex were naming countries. so heather is all like "well there's spain, france, italy, japan, asia.. wait, that's a continent!"
haha! loveyaheather!
so yeah.... fast foward to passing period to 4th
so you guys know adam, right? well he said he was gonna walk me to chem on my birthday. so today i'm like hi adam, lets go. and he said..happy birthday! i like that crown thingy! me: thanks, come on let's go. him: happy birthday! i like that crwon thingy! me: adam, let's go! him: sorry i can't. me: OMG adam, i have been waited like 3 months for this!..... then yeah i had to like run to chem, like always. THANKS ADAM!
fast foward to lunch:
AWWHHH cathy and maria got me a cupcake cake.. LOL.. and i shared it with mr. edwards and mr. soccer coach. and of course them two. and kyle said he forgot my birthday present..CONDOMS! XD
fast foward to passing period to 6th:
i saw mr. rollins said happy birthday to me, then this ghetto ass retarded girl took my tiara OFF MY HEAD! and i got pissed at her and snatched it away form her. then mr. r got mad at that chick and was all to me mr. rollins "excuse her! she's a freshman and doesnt know what she is doing! ignore her" i was like DAYUMMM then i went to mr. wades class.
he's like "happy birthday. just cause it's your birthday, i won't make you look up words"
i was like "YES!" haa then he just laughed.
then later in class we were talking about logos and stuff, and he drew some spice.
and he said, "and this is my logo, cause i spice things up!"
LMFAO that was priceless!
then it was an okay day.
sucks cause i didnt see my dad all day, he had to go to work early today.. :(
yep.
--rocio<3
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
when mommy says no, daddy means NO
just like my title, my daddy said no to the concert/show. You have no idea how pissed i am! but you know what, there will be other shows.. which means this saturday i'm stuck at home.. >:( (maybe i can go to the mall with some friends..)
on another subject, i need a math tutor. i have no idea what is going on in math. napoleon doesn't help either so i'm kinda eugh about it :(
i feel so iffy about everything right now which sucks so badly. i pretty much am hating everything. i feel so nostalgic. i saw joe's myspace today and made me think of last year. which made it worse for the situation i'm in.
i couldn't stop crying, for weird odd reasons. first it was the satturday thing, then it was the myspace, then it was no reason at all.
you get me?
--rocio <3
on another subject, i need a math tutor. i have no idea what is going on in math. napoleon doesn't help either so i'm kinda eugh about it :(
i feel so iffy about everything right now which sucks so badly. i pretty much am hating everything. i feel so nostalgic. i saw joe's myspace today and made me think of last year. which made it worse for the situation i'm in.
i couldn't stop crying, for weird odd reasons. first it was the satturday thing, then it was the myspace, then it was no reason at all.
you get me?
--rocio <3
Monday, March 23, 2009
it's been too long.
it has been a long time hasn't it?
where should i start? well for starters Maria's birthday party was last friday it was cool. we played this game i never play before: never have i ever. you can learn a lot from games like that, haha. like never drink vodka with red bull, that shit will mess you up. XD or uhm.. i can't think of anything else. :)
friday feels foreverzzz ago.
i've been doing better at school, that's a plus :) there's ALWAYS room for improvement though! (i sound like a parent...) On the subject of school, i need to turn in my NHS letter. I hope I get in, cause if i don't i will prolly get all depressed; and if i do someone will have to sing me a happy song--(AUX CHAMPS ELYSEES) :)
this saturday a few local bands are preforming at this naperville place. i really want to go, hopefully my parents will say yes. cause WE (I) NEED TO GO! i don't think i can emphasize that enough. lol
You know what? i never saw the whole season of kyle xy. :( sucks. did i mention how kevin would always say that that show sucked and that he would call abc family and tell them to cancel it.. guess what happened? THEY CANCELLED IT! so then i would always say, that matt dallas was hot and all. then kevin would say you like gay guys, he's gay blah blah. and guess what? HE IS! WHY KEVIN?! why?! he's like fuxing psychic!
i haven't really written much on here right now. those who are reading are like "WTF ARE YOU SAYING?! I ALREADT SPENT LIKE 4 MINUTES READING YOUR CRAP!" yeah, well deal. it's been too long since i've updated this!
new subject:
my burthday is next week! i don't think i will be recieving anything "special". just the special gift of age and winsdom. :) (i do sound mature don't i?!-- minus all the swearing i've done right now..)
haha. i want me some converse, cds and some clothes. i designed my own shoes on converse, when i figure out what my password is, i'll give you the link, k? i wnat me a fred shirt, too! XD word on the street is someone at my school looks like fred. :) ha i had a dream about fred.. hehe :)
i'll write more later.
where should i start? well for starters Maria's birthday party was last friday it was cool. we played this game i never play before: never have i ever. you can learn a lot from games like that, haha. like never drink vodka with red bull, that shit will mess you up. XD or uhm.. i can't think of anything else. :)
friday feels foreverzzz ago.
i've been doing better at school, that's a plus :) there's ALWAYS room for improvement though! (i sound like a parent...) On the subject of school, i need to turn in my NHS letter. I hope I get in, cause if i don't i will prolly get all depressed; and if i do someone will have to sing me a happy song--(AUX CHAMPS ELYSEES) :)
this saturday a few local bands are preforming at this naperville place. i really want to go, hopefully my parents will say yes. cause WE (I) NEED TO GO! i don't think i can emphasize that enough. lol
You know what? i never saw the whole season of kyle xy. :( sucks. did i mention how kevin would always say that that show sucked and that he would call abc family and tell them to cancel it.. guess what happened? THEY CANCELLED IT! so then i would always say, that matt dallas was hot and all. then kevin would say you like gay guys, he's gay blah blah. and guess what? HE IS! WHY KEVIN?! why?! he's like fuxing psychic!
i haven't really written much on here right now. those who are reading are like "WTF ARE YOU SAYING?! I ALREADT SPENT LIKE 4 MINUTES READING YOUR CRAP!" yeah, well deal. it's been too long since i've updated this!
new subject:
my burthday is next week! i don't think i will be recieving anything "special". just the special gift of age and winsdom. :) (i do sound mature don't i?!-- minus all the swearing i've done right now..)
haha. i want me some converse, cds and some clothes. i designed my own shoes on converse, when i figure out what my password is, i'll give you the link, k? i wnat me a fred shirt, too! XD word on the street is someone at my school looks like fred. :) ha i had a dream about fred.. hehe :)
i'll write more later.
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